Four?

If anyone doesn't yet know, I am pregnant! I just had one of those "What are we thinking?" moments, though. I went to the library with my kids today. I let Tori and Eli get their own library cards - in the hopes that the next time they lose a book, they'll be financially liable. :) We did OK as we looked for books, except that Tori has not yet grasped the "quiet voice" concept. As we were checking out, Jonah kept getting away from me, and running to touch things he shouldn't or running toward the door. Our hundreds of books were in people's way and I kept trying to gather things in between dashes after Jonah. In the middle of it, Eli yelled that he needed to go to the bathroom right away. Sometimes I know we look like a circus, and I can only imagine what people are going to think as they watch me juggling four. I'm just steeling myself for the birth control comments or negative looks. I hate the thought of not getting out much, but realistically, I don't know how I'll handle four at the places we like to frequent.